Love Hate

How to love without hating?

I love/hate bf. Love because he makes an effort to change when he knows what I'm upset about. Hate because he is such an annoyance shit sometimes, so I had to shut him out of my life.

now, i hate him more than i love him.

Because he kept irritating me when we're on the phone just now I had to hang up on him to cool down.

Even so, it didn't help much. I'm the kind of sucker who toss and turn on her bed bcus she n her sweetheart had a stupid tiff, which shouldn't even exist in the first place.

We're fighting for no reason and I just smsed him a long list hurtful words to bruise his manly ego. I don't see how that is going to help, but anyway, i feel better pouring out my blues.

Bf, i still love you. But please, for my sake, the world's best girlfriend, don't irritate me like u were teasing me can. It really really got on my nerves I almost burst after hanging up.