Despite hearing people say I club more often than usual now, I doubt so I will stop. Shall tone down though. My self destruct period should be long over. Time to lead a normal life.

Just because I lost someone dear to me, it doesn't mean life will stop too.
Time continues to fly and life goes on.
It caught me by surprise when we broke up few months ago.
Have to admit I felt really lost and confused by the decision.
That was also when I felt so lonely I would regret all the times I had not been at my best.
It hit me like a huge part of life was gone.
All is fine now.
I wish you well.

I hope we had ended on a good note though.