Wrong

too much unexpected happening

I am caught off guard

people really change

and it is time to move on

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Lost focus in what used to interest me

Lost my ability to handle important matters like before

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nothing seems to be able to keep me going now

there are times when I feel the struggle is redundant

hence giving to anyone who crosses my patch

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Now I have come to realize that this is not working out

Let's move on

At the end of the day

you know there is no one else to trust but yourself

I have yet to internalize this fact

simply because I believe people grow close as they share more with others

can't hold my tongue faster than I should

this is a small world, I should have known

/sorry everything is not in sequence, my fingers are merely translating my thought into words without any filter nor conclusions. Don't have to read too much into my words. Simply said, I am lost, things that have gone out of place will settle soon, I hope.